Tasha was like her mum, a white bunny with dalmatian rex colouring, which is mostly white with some brown speckles, except smaller and much fluffier. She had a smear of brown on her mouth that looked like a moustache, hence the name Tasha. She was paired with Ginger and they loved each other. She also loved spending time with her mum. She was my daughter’s favourite after Alice.
Tasha was really curious and loved exploring and getting into places that she shouldn’t. There was a tall cage of rats in the hallway and she was fascinated by them, she used to sit between the wall and the cage watching them.
One day I came back and Tasha was really ill Sam Darrett had just been round and was just leaving. He stood with a vacant expression on his face whilst my daughter explained to me how Tasha was suddenly ill, he saw her distress. He just left saying nothing, on his way past the rat cage he bent down and did something out of view. I looked there when he had gone and there was nothing there but bits of rat food that had possibly fell out of the cage. I now know that he had poisoned Tasha, and that he had possibly placed the poison there beside the cage.
My daughter rushed Tasha to the vets (to get her there quicker I arranged it all and phoned the taxi and she went with her). I was going to meet her there but they sent her home and kept Tasha in. The vets were shit, as they always are with rabbits and they should have let my daughter stay with her. Tasha had a panic attack then a heart attack shortly after my daughter arrived home. They phoned my daughter to tell her and her anguished cry echoed through the house. I knew that Tasha had died because Ginger suddenly slouched and looked sadder than Id ever seen him. He was like a happy puppy until that moment. Then he never seemed happy ever again. Tasha was only two when she was murdered.
Ginger was fluffy and orange. When he was born he had a soft down of caramel coloured fur. We called him caramel bunny until his fur changed to orange at 6 weeks. He was the largest of them all but still smaller than the average bunny. He was like an exuberant puppy until Tasha died. Then he became quiet and watchful. He didn’t get on with Biscuit for some reason and they would always have mad scuffles when ever they ever came upon each other. They had to be kept in separate areas of the house.
Once a friend was visiting and we got all the bunnies out to show him. The herd ran over to see him, then after that they all ran over to see me. I was sitting with my legs crossed wearing the old style black bolt trousers with the wider bottoms. As Ginger ran over he suddenly vanished. There was a silence and my daughter said “where did he go?” My friend said “he’s in your trouser leg!” And there he was in my trouser leg. He’d run up there and obviously struggled to understand what had happened and why the world had suddenly gone black. He just paused there trying to work out what had happened bless him. I treasure those moments. He was one of my favourites and I really loved him.
He was murdered aged 8, and he was both poisoned and had a heart attack when an intruder broke in. It was 2017. A man named Adam broke into my house to scope it out for the other people in his gang (he was in the 20-25 year olds faction of the organised crime gang). I was up playing Farmville and I heard a noise outside, then a man was opening the front door, I couldn’t see who it was at first and thought that it might have been my daughter. Adam, a tall broad guy walked straight into the front room and looked around at the room. The kitchen door was open and Ginger was sitting on a rug in the doorway watching. Adam stepped toward the kitchen and I immediately grabbed him and swung him round. I then threw him down at the door and he collapsed on a bin bag. I was not letting him near my rabbits. I then had to heft him out and lock the door. I ran over to Ginger who was by now convulsing. I sat down with him on my lap and he took his last breaths with the others watching. I loved Ginger, he did not deserve that.
How I hate that man, his friends, his family and the entire gang, and everyone that knew about what was going on and didn’t stop any of them. I sincerely hope that they all burn in this life and the next. No one deserves what they did.
At this point I lived in the same building as Sam Darrett. I still had no idea what he was and what he had done. When that guy broke in and stood in the front room he looked upstairs and at the top of the stairs was Sam Darrett. He and Adam stood looking at each other for a long minute or so, like they recognised each other. Then they both looked awkward and Sam Darrett ran into his room and stayed there. I shouted up for him to phone the police, he didn’t. One of the neighbours must have, probably because of my enraged shouting. Darrett was cowering beside his bed when I asked him why he did nothing. He had no answer.
Leading up to that day Ginger had had a series of convulsions. The vet said that he didn’t know what it could be. After his death he said that he must have been poisoned as several of the others had also been. The stress had been too much for him during the break in, he was both worried for my safety, and terrified, and his little heart gave in. They stole my baby from me.
I buried Ginger in a container and I aimed to bury him properly with Tasha at some point. At the time of writing this has still not been done. He was buried with my two favourite Citrine stones and orange flowers. Because of the situation and the events that followed he didn’t get either the burial he deserved nor did I have enough time for mourning him.
Biscuit
Biscuit was the brightest of them all. He was a loner and quiet and watchful but also playful and exuberant when he wanted to be. The others bullied him a bit as he was the smallest. He was lion faced and had really stunning markings and fur patterns. Even the vets had always commented on what a good looking bunny he was. He always lived in my room and always jumped up onto the bed slept against my side like a cat would. He often lounged on the bed or just sat there regally like a gentleman contemplating the workings of the universe.
One day I went out on a wild rodent release and my friends came round to pick me up. They all stood in my room watching Biscuit on the bed watching me sorting out my gloves, and torch etc. He was getting stressed from there being four people in the room so we left as soon as I had got everything that I needed. When I got back he looked like he was still unsettled, then when he saw me he visibly perked up and ran straight over and circled me making that little dinosaur purring noise. He didn’t let me out of his sight for the next two days. I think that he thought that the people who had been in the house had stolen me away. He was so happy to see me again.
I made him a hidey place under the bed and taught him to run there if he was scared. A fox came in one night and he went straight into his hidey place and stayed there. The fox didn’t actually go for any of the bunnies, he just ate a plate of cupcakes and drank some beer from a glass and left. I made sure that the cat flap was sealed from then on.
Biscuit was the second one to be poisoned by Sam Darrett. I had no idea at the time and the vet thought that he had stomach cancer. Biscuit was also my little baby. He had to be put to sleep because whatever he had eaten destroyed areas of his intestine and had made it stick together in a tangled mess. The vet later said it was consistent with poisoning like the others. I buried him in a square stone pot and I painted images of him on it, landscapes with him watching the sunrise, and the sunset and a starry night.
Miffy
Miffy was born last and was really long like a sausage bunny. She had similar white fur and markings to Tasha except Miffy was more lion face than Tasha. Miffy was with Ginger for a while but then didn’t get on with him well, he kept chasing her away. So she lived with her mum, Alice for a while. Then eventually bonding with Moe. Miffy and Moe would explore everywhere together, she was adventurous and mischievous like him. Miffy didn’t mind being picked up and held (which is very unusual for a rabbit).
Miffy was nine when she had to be put to sleep. She had mobility problems when she was older due to her longer spine (birth defect) and she started having seizures the same time that Moe did, also from poisoning (which tested positive in her stool sample).
They should have been able to live long happy lives in safety, and they should not have had to endure the pain of poisoning, or the pain of losing their family members. And my family should not have had to endure losing them in such horrific circumstances.
The people who did this thought that they were more important than any one else in the world. They were unintelligent, emotionally retarded, and arrogant. They did what they did for petty and ridiculous reasons. They really do not deserve to live in society with the rest of us, and the people around them should have stopped them.